It's been a little over a month since we lost our third pregnancy. I'm feeling better everyday, time does help you heal, to a certain extent. I'm trying to make myself better... or I just try to block it out and focus on the here and now. We did finally get my chromosome tests back last week, I tested normal. Alex go's to get blood taken this week for his testing. If all is normal, Doc O is going to refer us to Southeastern Fertility clinic. I guess we'll cross that bridge when we get there!
I should have written this right after it happend but, I didn't so I'll write it now...
The week of our miscarriage was my birthday week, my surgery was on Monday 10/4 and my birthday was Friday 10/8. So when I should be excited and celebrating with my friends and family; I was sad and heartbroken... But, My husband and wonderful friends refused to let me be sad on my birthday, they threw me an awesome surprise birthday party!
He took me out to dinner at one of my favorite places - Carabbas!! Then he suggested we go bowling with some friends of ours. So, we headed to the bowling alley and when we got there much to my surprise, all of our closets friends and family were waiting there to surprise me! It was the best birthday I have ever had. You never realize how many people love and care about you, until you have them all in one place - hugging you and telling you 'happy birthday' and that they are there for you, no matter what life throws in your lap! It was wonderful, we bowled and laughed and had some cocktails! it was wonderful, and for a night I escaped!!
to my dear friends and family: Thank you so much for that, it meant more to me than anyone will ever know!!
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